Poetry:

by me

by Nyght Tygr

by friends

by people i dont know

Suicide

(For my friend John- 1987-2003)

Theres a sea of red upon my floor

Someone's coming lock the door

The razor blade is covered in red

This is taking too long, I should already be dead

The cut is deep and the blood is thick

My friends say I need help, they say I'm sick

I tell them "This is my only way out"

They are convinced I need help, without a doubt

I tell them that "I don't want to go like this"

but they have to understand "I'm sick of this shit"

The pain I go through every single dayIs enough to make any person take their life away

Finally, the blood is running out, my time is almost here

I can't see anything now, and I can feel the blood start to smear

I'm feeling really tired now and I'm starting to convulse

They got in, but its too late now I have no pulse...

~Nyght Tygr

A tear slides down my cheek to mingle with the sorrow that is pooled at my feet. Blood that I spilled to make myself less empty.

I know I'm okay, but I know I'm not alright.

Both feet planted firmly on the floor, but I've been falling for miles.

I can bretahe just fine, but I cant catch my breath.

My eyes are sharply focused, but I cant see a thing.

I am so alone, but I cant even think without people knowing.

Another tear slides down my cheek, dropping to the pool of sorrow at my feet.

Eternal_tears_of_blood

Darkened Sanctuary

Is this emptiness the pinnacle of my existance?
A sleepless night followed by a restless morn.
Flowers dying, signal fading;
being betrayed, being on trial.
Forever burdened by their mistakes,
their sins, their failure; their nature.

My hopes on hold,
my dreams have died.
My past a collection of vague memories,
my present distant and doomed,
and my now a far cry from what it should be.

The emptiness begins here,
the pain is without measure or reward.
My dying soul is the only testament to
the abyss; darkening, deepening
and unfolding within me.

In the corners of my eyes,
I catch glimpses of what I used to be.

Oh, sweet is the agony and great is the victory
of my darkened sanctuary.

Azriela

You Love Me?

in all fairness,
i let you know,
in all trust,
i let you go,
i figured you'd find your way back,
left you to yourself,
to find confedence is what you lack,
i love you kitty kat,
i tell you every day,
hopeing one day you'll mean the same thing,
your love i hear as empty,
its not that i dont trust your word,
i just doubt all i'v ever heard,
were going way to fast,
i new it was all to sweet to last,
you said "i love you",
you love me?

~Belle Morte

Angry Music...

The angry music plays
Matching my mood with
Every word they scream
Cranking the volume to
The max drowning my
Sorrows within the beat

~ Andrea Trenary

Would You Care?

Would you care if I die?
No of course you wouldn’t
I forgot who I was talking to
You never would have cared
I think I’m losing my mind
What the hell would you care?
There is no one here
To tell me I’m alright
I can’t go on anymore
Not like this not anymore
Nothing will be alright
Not until I’m gone

~Andrea Trenary

Til Death Do Us Part
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
stop both of our endless pain this i must
quite the game of Russian rulet
chambers full i've got not a single regret
sneak into her room with the window she leaves open for me
shes so peaceful when she sleeps
kills me to see her weep
Hold the gun up
Cock it back
As I aim arms shaking at her head
She wakes wearily and smiles
Shes glad to see me
She looks at the gun and a single tear falls from her eye
She knows I'm going to end our lives
So we can live together w/o anyone stoppin us
She embrasses my descion and kisses my hand
She whispers I love you
And I take her life away
bullet straight thru her chest
She falls to the floor
As someone opens her bedroom door
I whisper "til death do us part"
I love you too..
Aim the gun at my head
1.8 seconds were both dead..
~

EveryBodyzFool

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